Confessions Of A Misanthrope

Confessions Of A Misanthrope

What is a misanthrope? A Misanthrope is someone who has a general dislike of humankind and tends to stay away from human society. Keep reading for my post on confessions of a misanthrope.

Confessions Of A Misanthrope

As far back as I can remember I’ve never trusted or felt comfortable around people that I wasn’t friends with for a considerable amount of time. I was constantly on edge, paranoid if you like that they weren’t being entirely true to me and it made it worse when most of the time my feelings would become reality.

I guess that’s enough to give you faith in humankind altogether.

I always had friends because I felt like I should have them ( and if I didn’t the bullying would have probably been worse!) and whilst most of the time, I had lovely and memorable times with them, I never really connected with them on a level that meant we’d be friends for life. (Except for 1 who is probably reading this so – HI!)

When I had more than one friend I just remember the whole experience being generally stressful . You know, I was always that 3rd friend that would get left out no matter who I made friends with. It took me until about a year ago – when I was pregnant that I really didn’t need friends at all, for all they brought to me was stress. A lot of people told me I’d want ”mum” friends and that couldn’t be further from what I want, that’s not me.

I’ve not had a social meeting with a friend in over a year now and i’m not feeling lonely or particularly out of the loop. I’m not yearning to go out for drinks with the girls or anything like that. Infact I am completely happy doing life as it is.

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I’d just like to cut in on myself because my one friend is probably reading this and I just wanna say, love ya and appreciate you hugely.

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All in all, I’ve had a really shitty experience with humans altogether. Man, I could list quite a few traumatic experiences in my life that may have resulted in me being this way inclined and whilst some of you may read this and think that i’m absolutely off my rocker, I’m 100% happy with my life as it is and as long as someone is happy with their life I think that’s pretty normal.

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